There’s an ongoing conversation about separating the art from the artist, a topic that resurfaces each time negative information surfaces about an artist, musician, writer, or other creative person, and I usually view the concept in the abstract because I don’t know the person named and don’t engage with that person’s work.
This is a topic I cover during presentations, when I discuss the need for writers to act like professionals—do the work; deliver it on time; respond promptly to contracts, edits, and page proofs; and so on. During these presentations, I emphasize the need to not let personal actions and beliefs interfere with the business relationship between writer and editor, and I note there are writers I’ve published that, based on their social media, I would not associate with outside of the writer/editor relationship. That their beliefs and life experiences differ from mine does not negate their ability to deliver a well-written story.
My belief that it is possible to separate the art from the artist was shattered this past week when a writer I’ve known since Bouchercon Toronto—a writer I’ve published, dined with, hired as a speaker, and with whom I’ve shared hours of conversation about writing and publishing—was arrested and charged with a crime so horrendous that my world shattered.
He had just spoken at a conference I created, and my co-organizers and I had to issue a formal statement. He also contributed to an anthology I co-edited, and my co-editor and I had to ask the publisher to postpone publication until we are able to replace his story.
Not until after I dealt with all this, did I realize the impact these revelations had on me. I have not read any new submissions. I have not edited any stories. I have not completed the final round of corrections on an anthology that’s almost ready for the publisher. I look at all this writing and ask myself: What do I know about these writers? What secrets are they hiding?
And yesterday, as I write this, I participated in a Zoom call with a small group of mystery writers to discuss what we knew about the arrest and how we were dealing with the news. I kept my video turned off because I didn’t want them looking at me and I mostly kept my eyes closed because I didn’t want to look at them. These were writers and editors I’ve published, who’ve published me, with whom I’ve dined, and with whom I’ve shared hours of conversation about writing and publishing.
But how well do I know them? What secrets do they have? How do I trust that next week, next month, or next year, some revelation about one of them won’t shake my world?
I don’t.
I hope to soon return to work reading and editing but it may take a while to again trust in the basic goodness of people.
Michael, a heartfelt post. We’ve all probably felt betrayed in some way or other by people we trusted or even loved. It’s difficult to recover our trust, but eventually we realize that most folks are basically kind and decent. Even so, the scars remain.
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Google reported the author for storing pictures on Google Drive. The assumption is Google AI detected the semantics of photos and sent up an alert.
ReplyDeleteAnd that may be true, but the crime writer made other incredibly stupid Columbo mistakes. He is alleged to have Googled the following statements:
“I accidentally saved child porn to my Google Drive.”
“How to tell if Google has reported me to the police?”
Nothing like shouting, “Hey Google, look at me!”
Did he learn nothing from his series hero?
May I offer sadness and sympathy for the littlest victims. And best to Michael.
In the aftermath of ShortCon, I can only imagine how painful the revelation was for you, even as it shocked me and others. It's scary to know that evil can hide inside someone and appear unexpectedly. I remind myself that goodness can appear unexpectedly too. That may not help you much right now, I realize.
ReplyDeleteSome things are hard to get past. i come from old New England stock. When we get Alzheimer's we forget everything but the grudge.
ReplyDeleteJerry, thank you for a well-needed morning laugh. Melodie
DeleteWell-written, Michael. I am sorry for what you are going through. Perhaps there is some comfort in knowing that so many of us are. My wife said "It's like mourning. The person you know is dead."
ReplyDeleteRob, I am in awe with that description. It's exactly like that. Thank you for that insight. Melodie
DeleteThis approach is spot on. I have dealt before with someone I cared for turning out not to be the person I thought he was. Nothing like what is going on now with the person Michael refers to, but it's still was terribly difficult to deal with. I coped by forcing myself to think of the person I had cared for as having died. I reminded myself that that guy never really existed, and I mourned who I had thought he had been.
DeleteBarb, I hazard you saw the person with eyes of love, which makes it difficult to see into the darkness of shadows.
DeleteThat is true, Leigh.
DeleteIt's a great shock when someone you know does something unthinkable and horrible, much less someone you trust. Eventually, it heals, but it's like any other scar tissue... it lasts. Meanwhile, thank God, most people are indeed decent, even good. Otherwise, the human race wouldn't still be around. Take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteI ditto what Eve has said. It may take you a long time, Michael, but I hope you eventually will come to trust once again that most people are good. Viewing everyone with such a skeptical lens that you can't trust anyone or enjoy the things that you love, that's no way to live. We have to believe that what happened with the person you're talking about is an aberration. Sending hugs.
DeleteI have been pondering the exact same question in the last few days. I attended a SinC meeting last Sunday where a detective presented about the Austin Bomber of 2018. Through multiple bombings, his roommates didn't know or even suspect. His parents didn't know or even suspect. From what I can see about the shooting this past weekend so far: the parents didn't know or even suspect. In the case of the writer, the people who knew him for 40 years didn't know and would never have suspected. It's disheartening to think how well some people can hide terrible things.
ReplyDeleteI keep reminding myself that the cases where someone choses evil actions are the minority. As a mystery writer I understand the human capacity for good and for evil and that everyone has both. I remind myself that in that bombing case over 800 good people worked to find the one person who chose evil actions. I imagine dozens (if not more) of good people worked to catch that writer. I remind myself that the people making the worst choices are far outnumbered by the people fighting to make the right choices and fighting to catch the ones making evil choices.
Michael, I think a thing that has hit me hard is that my own perception is now faulty. How does one come to terms with being so wrong about someone? I thought I was more savvy than that. Thank you for writing this post. It helps to know there are good people who are also badly shaken. Melodie
ReplyDeleteMelodie, good people see others through lens of goodness, and the reverse is also true. If that's a flaw, I'd rather join those who err in that direction.
DeleteThank you, Michael. This deal hit very hard and very deep. I am also still struggling with it.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this, Michael. It helps to know we're all going through the same thing. I have been in much the same situation; when the news broke I was in the middle of writing a story I was pretty pleased with, and for several days I was completely unable to force myself to work on it. I'm slowly coming back to it now. What helped me was having a friend point out that allowing this man to rob me of my belief that most people are fundamentally good, or to rob me of the work I find meaning and pleasure in, was only increasing the amount of damage he has done. Of course, those forms of damage are trivial compared to the suffering of the real victims of these crimes, but this has still helped me be determined to push forward. I hope it might help you in some small way.
ReplyDeleteThank you, everyone, for your kind comments.
ReplyDeleteI just had this land in a project I'm working on. It's early enough in production to ignore the offender's story and let the publisher delete and reformat. But it's unsettling to have it hit so close to home.
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